The whole universe is made up of spiritual particles.
the spiritual particles condense to form one god. This god
splits up into three particles, to form three supreme entity.
It's been said that, at the end of time, all the fragments of the
gods will become one true entity and disappear for further evolution.
We all are part of the god we know to worship.Even the atheists
are a fragment of the great spiritual one, Coz the life without
origin is only thing that doesn't end,everything else will and should end.
Theory Of spirits:
The spirits are a mass of spiritual particles condensed to form an entity,
The entity will eventually disintegrate and absorbed into living things
like us.The unstable condense spiritual beings which do not have
bodies and mimic the composition of the great one, is called angels/gods.
Theory of Life:
all living beings/creature is a spirit enclosed in a mortal body. The
body makes sure that the spirit doesn't escape in to the environment.
The spirit enter into a body and control it to be who we are. The
spirits adapt to our body from birth and make sure the body is a tool
for what we want to do.
Color of life:
All living souls have a color which represent them,A soul can't
change their color when they are in a body.When the soul leaves
the body, it becomes the white/light and get absorbed into the objects
around them.The wind/air, fire,water,earth all contain spirit particle
the color of light/white.
Spirits Nature:
Spirits support each other, as long as you treat them with respect and care
and dignity they are. Spirits help each other when they are around you to
support life(kind of one of the deals). The spirits maintain the balance
of nature.So that's why people don't die when they die, their spirit becomes
part of the nature.
Spirit has a tendency to react to your heart.Like the laws of the winds,and
laws of the magnetic poles. Spirits flow from one place/point to another.
Some times in the winds or any other element of the nature.That's why
you feel energized,refreshed when you do something you feel is right, or
get depressed when you do something which you feel is wrong.
You can ask them to help you, if you truly believe and treat them with
respect.
Friday, January 6, 2012
Friday, November 18, 2011
page 3
Next morning. The usual work.the day after the same, the same.The tings were going as usual, well of-couse i was busy setting up the office to notice anything.It was kind two weeks or twenty days or so. When i saw her again. This time She was passing by my office,around the same time when i was about to leave.She walked infrount of me, i started following her just to see how far r we on the same route.She moved from one road to another, in the same route which lead to my apartment.
After about 10min walk, i reached my apartment, and i decided i end my pursuit. As i stared out of my window. The girl sat in one of the benches on the river bank and opened the book.I taught it was time i went and talked to her, so i grabbed a juice pack and went down there to talk to her.I was still pretty taken back to approach an
unknown girl, if she wasn't alone i probably wouldn't have went down. When i approached the bench, she was busy thinking something to notice me, and tears was dripping down her chin, through i probably didn't notice it from the window. I quickly asked her,'are you ok?',distracting her from her thinking.She quickly wiped her tears and said,'si'. i asked 'here wanna have some juice?','no thanks'. i sat next to her and said 'is this seat also reserved, shall i move!'. She gazed at me with that sad look.'We met in the coffee bar the other day, i saw u from my apartment sitting alone, so came to say hi'. She didn't speak a word. i asked her again,'are you ok?',She quickly closed her book and went off without saying a word.'hey... hey..',She didn't reply. So sat on the bench looking at the sunset, finished my juice and went back.
The next day,i went to the office a little bit early, so as to meet her at the usual coffee shop where i met her the first time.As soon as i walked near the coffee shop, she left.It was just 10min early you know. Remensing of my bad luck, i taught i'll just leave her alone. Besides who was i to her anyway.
After about 10min walk, i reached my apartment, and i decided i end my pursuit. As i stared out of my window. The girl sat in one of the benches on the river bank and opened the book.I taught it was time i went and talked to her, so i grabbed a juice pack and went down there to talk to her.I was still pretty taken back to approach an
unknown girl, if she wasn't alone i probably wouldn't have went down. When i approached the bench, she was busy thinking something to notice me, and tears was dripping down her chin, through i probably didn't notice it from the window. I quickly asked her,'are you ok?',distracting her from her thinking.She quickly wiped her tears and said,'si'. i asked 'here wanna have some juice?','no thanks'. i sat next to her and said 'is this seat also reserved, shall i move!'. She gazed at me with that sad look.'We met in the coffee bar the other day, i saw u from my apartment sitting alone, so came to say hi'. She didn't speak a word. i asked her again,'are you ok?',She quickly closed her book and went off without saying a word.'hey... hey..',She didn't reply. So sat on the bench looking at the sunset, finished my juice and went back.
The next day,i went to the office a little bit early, so as to meet her at the usual coffee shop where i met her the first time.As soon as i walked near the coffee shop, she left.It was just 10min early you know. Remensing of my bad luck, i taught i'll just leave her alone. Besides who was i to her anyway.
Monday, November 7, 2011
SAMURAI OF THE WINDS- PART1
you jumped in to save me.. but you don't have enough power to save me boy.
boy-'i'll protect everyone. i won't let anyone die infrount of me'
The man kills of the bandits. man- where are you going boy?. boy-'to sanzuian mountain to train swordsmen ship in the dojo there'. man-'it takes around 6 months to get to the sanzuian hills and i heard the dojos there are quite expensive. You must be rich, be careful of the bandits on the way'. boy-'no. i'm not rich. I'll do whatever it takes to become strong and protect my family and people close to me'. man-'i know swordsmen ship besides i'm quite a master my self. If you accompany me to the sanzuian hills, i'll teach you a technique or two. what do u say boy. will you learn from me?'. boy-'will you teach me! but i don't have any money. like you said the dojos are costly, will u teach me for free!!.'man-'yes'.boy-' then i'll learn. please teach me.i wanna become strong and protect people close to me. please teach me'.man-' ok, but lets get out of here for now, if someone sees us with the bodies, we might get into trouble'.
next day...
The technique i'm going to teach you is like a double edge sword. it used improperly could kill the user itself. This technique is the strongest and most dangerous technique, it can kill any number of people in one strike no matter how many hostages, if mastered in advance level. but also can kill you if you make a slightest mistake in using it. Since this technique is so powerful, many people will come to challenge it, and using it in the public without proper mastering is also dangerous, not only to the people around you but also to yourself. hence you have to promise me never to use my technique without my permission. Do you agree?. And before i could begin to teach you, you need to accept me as your master and believe in my teaching methods, or else you will not learn anything no matter how i teach. So do you agree?.
boy-' yes. When will you start?'
boy-'i'll protect everyone. i won't let anyone die infrount of me'
The man kills of the bandits. man- where are you going boy?. boy-'to sanzuian mountain to train swordsmen ship in the dojo there'. man-'it takes around 6 months to get to the sanzuian hills and i heard the dojos there are quite expensive. You must be rich, be careful of the bandits on the way'. boy-'no. i'm not rich. I'll do whatever it takes to become strong and protect my family and people close to me'. man-'i know swordsmen ship besides i'm quite a master my self. If you accompany me to the sanzuian hills, i'll teach you a technique or two. what do u say boy. will you learn from me?'. boy-'will you teach me! but i don't have any money. like you said the dojos are costly, will u teach me for free!!.'man-'yes'.boy-' then i'll learn. please teach me.i wanna become strong and protect people close to me. please teach me'.man-' ok, but lets get out of here for now, if someone sees us with the bodies, we might get into trouble'.
next day...
The technique i'm going to teach you is like a double edge sword. it used improperly could kill the user itself. This technique is the strongest and most dangerous technique, it can kill any number of people in one strike no matter how many hostages, if mastered in advance level. but also can kill you if you make a slightest mistake in using it. Since this technique is so powerful, many people will come to challenge it, and using it in the public without proper mastering is also dangerous, not only to the people around you but also to yourself. hence you have to promise me never to use my technique without my permission. Do you agree?. And before i could begin to teach you, you need to accept me as your master and believe in my teaching methods, or else you will not learn anything no matter how i teach. So do you agree?.
boy-' yes. When will you start?'
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Two Faces Of Soul
Everybody has a black one and a white one inside their mind. white one to tell what's right and black one to tell what you want. But you need to choose which one to listen to.
Black one only tell us what we want in our deepest thoughts, it wants you to be truly happy from within. The ultimate happiness, is the deepest sorrow of life. This is what the black one want for you, to make you let go all your bonding to the mortal world and become truly happy.To never get the chance to be sad. And in the null void, there is no sadness. Even if it means strip you of everything, because in null void there is also no happiness, all there is peace, content, and loneliness. The black one is prepared to make you do anything to take you there. Some people call it as hell since only loneliness exist there.
The people you care for vary from person to person, something or someone which is important to one person may not be important to other. How far can you go to make the one person you love happy, even if it's just for a second.Even kill? The black one does just that for the one person it loves the most, you. No one loves you more then the black one, not even the white one. And the black one can even kill the person who makes you slightly sad. Even against your wishes. That's why it's called the devil.
Do you know love is the curse that the devil left in the apple eve ate, at the beginning of the creation. Even if the love gives you happiness, it gives sadness when the person you loved disappoints you. The black one gains strength from your sadness and takes it to it's hands to free you from that sadness. That's why you feel like killing the person who makes you mad, even if you don't mean it. Black one is your ultimate lover who does anything for you, even kill.
The Chinese people believed the perfect harmony of the white one with the black one is the key to the happy, fruitful life.Hence the ninja 'chi' symbol.
Every mind like the moon on a normal day. Not when in at full moon or no moon day, just a normal moon day. Just because you can see only half of the moon,it doesn't mean the moon is only half. It just mean you can only see half of the moon at that time. If you can experience the full moon phase(light side/white one/beautiful side) and no moon phase(dark side/black one/ugly side) of a person and still like him for who he is. That is the ultimate love any person can give for other.
Black one only tell us what we want in our deepest thoughts, it wants you to be truly happy from within. The ultimate happiness, is the deepest sorrow of life. This is what the black one want for you, to make you let go all your bonding to the mortal world and become truly happy.To never get the chance to be sad. And in the null void, there is no sadness. Even if it means strip you of everything, because in null void there is also no happiness, all there is peace, content, and loneliness. The black one is prepared to make you do anything to take you there. Some people call it as hell since only loneliness exist there.
The people you care for vary from person to person, something or someone which is important to one person may not be important to other. How far can you go to make the one person you love happy, even if it's just for a second.Even kill? The black one does just that for the one person it loves the most, you. No one loves you more then the black one, not even the white one. And the black one can even kill the person who makes you slightly sad. Even against your wishes. That's why it's called the devil.
Do you know love is the curse that the devil left in the apple eve ate, at the beginning of the creation. Even if the love gives you happiness, it gives sadness when the person you loved disappoints you. The black one gains strength from your sadness and takes it to it's hands to free you from that sadness. That's why you feel like killing the person who makes you mad, even if you don't mean it. Black one is your ultimate lover who does anything for you, even kill.
The Chinese people believed the perfect harmony of the white one with the black one is the key to the happy, fruitful life.Hence the ninja 'chi' symbol.
Every mind like the moon on a normal day. Not when in at full moon or no moon day, just a normal moon day. Just because you can see only half of the moon,it doesn't mean the moon is only half. It just mean you can only see half of the moon at that time. If you can experience the full moon phase(light side/white one/beautiful side) and no moon phase(dark side/black one/ugly side) of a person and still like him for who he is. That is the ultimate love any person can give for other.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Missing Heart
Where do u think my heart might be.
But i sure know it's in the wrong places..
and why can't i control it...
do u think, that someone put a spell on me, to not do anything.may be...
may be... that's why i can't do anything even if it's the normal household
stuff or things which i should do for my own sake, without convincing my heart.
I just don't priorities it, i give my heart the supreme control,like i have nothing else in the world to live for, or something like I'm already dead why should i care if my future holds anything..
that kind of a sumpremisity. It's like my mind just goes blank and every thing no matter how important it is, is postponed sometimes momentarily, sometimes indefinitely. I'm not happy at that moment, but my desires are so strong, that i can't oppose it. it's kinda like being possessed...
and it's just a fragment of the situation i feel...
But i sure know it's in the wrong places..
and why can't i control it...
do u think, that someone put a spell on me, to not do anything.may be...
may be... that's why i can't do anything even if it's the normal household
stuff or things which i should do for my own sake, without convincing my heart.
I just don't priorities it, i give my heart the supreme control,like i have nothing else in the world to live for, or something like I'm already dead why should i care if my future holds anything..
that kind of a sumpremisity. It's like my mind just goes blank and every thing no matter how important it is, is postponed sometimes momentarily, sometimes indefinitely. I'm not happy at that moment, but my desires are so strong, that i can't oppose it. it's kinda like being possessed...
and it's just a fragment of the situation i feel...
Friday, October 28, 2011
page 2(to be continued)
It was that day. i took my post as the dept officer of my company. France,Paris is really a wonderful place, luckily my apartment was in the view of the river canal. When i saw outside of my window, i would have a direct view of the river, people sitting on the bank, or the people walking on the roadside would be my source of entertainment,I'm not much of a t.v guy after all.
And to my least of the expectations, there she was, the girl i met in the coffee shop in the morning. As tired as i was as in the first day of the job. I was hoping that she would be just a passer by, just walking to her house on her way. No matter how much i hoped, she sat on one of the benches on the river bank, and quickly opened a book.
It was just passed 5.15, and i had just reached my apartment.The evening was so beautiful, and there she was sitting on the bench with a book in her hand. You see, if there is anything, i just can't stand is seeing a person sad or lonely. I'm quite eccentric, so i often close my window and curtains when such a person is near me. But i couldn't afford to close the curtains on such a beautiful seenary,so i decided I'll just take a walk.
just about when i was about leave my apartment,the owner of the apartment came to the door to talk about the apartment condition. Since he was in a hurry, there was no escaping it, a jolly troll was no excuse to avoid him. By the time he was finished, the girl on the bench was not to be seen from the window, and it was almost past sunset. So i decided it wasn't worth going out for now,so i ordered the lunch and decided to sleep it off.
And to my least of the expectations, there she was, the girl i met in the coffee shop in the morning. As tired as i was as in the first day of the job. I was hoping that she would be just a passer by, just walking to her house on her way. No matter how much i hoped, she sat on one of the benches on the river bank, and quickly opened a book.
It was just passed 5.15, and i had just reached my apartment.The evening was so beautiful, and there she was sitting on the bench with a book in her hand. You see, if there is anything, i just can't stand is seeing a person sad or lonely. I'm quite eccentric, so i often close my window and curtains when such a person is near me. But i couldn't afford to close the curtains on such a beautiful seenary,so i decided I'll just take a walk.
just about when i was about leave my apartment,the owner of the apartment came to the door to talk about the apartment condition. Since he was in a hurry, there was no escaping it, a jolly troll was no excuse to avoid him. By the time he was finished, the girl on the bench was not to be seen from the window, and it was almost past sunset. So i decided it wasn't worth going out for now,so i ordered the lunch and decided to sleep it off.
1st page.
Name Nanial judas. Male. 23yrs old.Works in a international company(can't name for tech reasons). Just got transferred to Paris. Home town is a secret. I just got off the international airport. Since my company sponsored my work here, my apartment, my car and even the petrol which goes into my car is paid by my company. Lucky huh...
Paris is a beautiful city,i like the old buildings and the roads and even the roadside cafes... i reach my apartment, tired and went to bed. Since it was new for me in the city, i decided to take a taxi to work for the first day, even when i own a car, coz i'm bad at directions...
My office starts at 10. just to be on a safe side and not to be late on the first day, you know like traffic and stuff. i called the cab at 8. Probably the best thing done or the worst. The place i work is just 10 min drive, 15min walk from where i stay.This was my first day, How should i know?!!!
Anyway, i reached there only to find the place opens at 9, with the guard sitting outside.. And most of all i dono french.it got me worried, how do i survive in the place where i dono the language, place. for the most the people could be making fun of me, how would i know..?!!!
Instead of sitting on the steps, i decided to take a walk, and to my luck found a cafe, open just on the diagonally opposite to the office. next to the cafe was a music academy. I was sitting outside alone on a table, a waiter comes to me and said something in french. I quickly replied,"I dono french, english pls". the waiter,"We don't serve english, what do u want?"."Oho, sorry. one coffee pls". "which one?".me,"huh?!". "black,latte, which one?". me, "latte pls". As i was waiting for my latte, a girl came and sat in my table. If you are wondering, that it was a big table, no it was a table for two. and i did't know her. She noticed me looking at her, and said,"Sorry, this is my usual table.So u r the one sitting in my table".me,"I don't see any reservations anywhere, do u want me to move". "if u like...". Then my latte came, along with her coffee(dono which). i started my coffee, took out my phone, and started looking around. I paid no attention to her, and was in no hurry to finish my latte, since i wanted to spend time till pass 9.But i did notice that she opened a notebook and started writing some character (musical), so figured that she was from the music school and was waiting for he academy to open. Didn't talk to her after that. She looked busy, so i never bothered.
For about a half an hour, we stood there sitting on the table, without exchanging a word. I know i was a silent type, but it was even beyond my threshold. So i said,"Music.. r u from this academy?". "yes". it's the only reply i got. after that she looked around. started putting the book inside and went off to the academy.
Paris is a beautiful city,i like the old buildings and the roads and even the roadside cafes... i reach my apartment, tired and went to bed. Since it was new for me in the city, i decided to take a taxi to work for the first day, even when i own a car, coz i'm bad at directions...
My office starts at 10. just to be on a safe side and not to be late on the first day, you know like traffic and stuff. i called the cab at 8. Probably the best thing done or the worst. The place i work is just 10 min drive, 15min walk from where i stay.This was my first day, How should i know?!!!
Anyway, i reached there only to find the place opens at 9, with the guard sitting outside.. And most of all i dono french.it got me worried, how do i survive in the place where i dono the language, place. for the most the people could be making fun of me, how would i know..?!!!
Instead of sitting on the steps, i decided to take a walk, and to my luck found a cafe, open just on the diagonally opposite to the office. next to the cafe was a music academy. I was sitting outside alone on a table, a waiter comes to me and said something in french. I quickly replied,"I dono french, english pls". the waiter,"We don't serve english, what do u want?"."Oho, sorry. one coffee pls". "which one?".me,"huh?!". "black,latte, which one?". me, "latte pls". As i was waiting for my latte, a girl came and sat in my table. If you are wondering, that it was a big table, no it was a table for two. and i did't know her. She noticed me looking at her, and said,"Sorry, this is my usual table.So u r the one sitting in my table".me,"I don't see any reservations anywhere, do u want me to move". "if u like...". Then my latte came, along with her coffee(dono which). i started my coffee, took out my phone, and started looking around. I paid no attention to her, and was in no hurry to finish my latte, since i wanted to spend time till pass 9.But i did notice that she opened a notebook and started writing some character (musical), so figured that she was from the music school and was waiting for he academy to open. Didn't talk to her after that. She looked busy, so i never bothered.
For about a half an hour, we stood there sitting on the table, without exchanging a word. I know i was a silent type, but it was even beyond my threshold. So i said,"Music.. r u from this academy?". "yes". it's the only reply i got. after that she looked around. started putting the book inside and went off to the academy.
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