Where do u think my heart might be.
But i sure know it's in the wrong places..
and why can't i control it...
do u think, that someone put a spell on me, to not do anything.may be...
may be... that's why i can't do anything even if it's the normal household
stuff or things which i should do for my own sake, without convincing my heart.
I just don't priorities it, i give my heart the supreme control,like i have nothing else in the world to live for, or something like I'm already dead why should i care if my future holds anything..
that kind of a sumpremisity. It's like my mind just goes blank and every thing no matter how important it is, is postponed sometimes momentarily, sometimes indefinitely. I'm not happy at that moment, but my desires are so strong, that i can't oppose it. it's kinda like being possessed...
and it's just a fragment of the situation i feel...
But i sure know it's in the wrong places..
and why can't i control it...
do u think, that someone put a spell on me, to not do anything.may be...
may be... that's why i can't do anything even if it's the normal household
stuff or things which i should do for my own sake, without convincing my heart.
I just don't priorities it, i give my heart the supreme control,like i have nothing else in the world to live for, or something like I'm already dead why should i care if my future holds anything..
that kind of a sumpremisity. It's like my mind just goes blank and every thing no matter how important it is, is postponed sometimes momentarily, sometimes indefinitely. I'm not happy at that moment, but my desires are so strong, that i can't oppose it. it's kinda like being possessed...
and it's just a fragment of the situation i feel...
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