This is kind of weird for me who is always asleep. I'm not getting any sleep tonight and it's around 3 a.m. I'm starting to regret talking to her about her love life, but i never back off when someone asks for help. It's just not in my nature to say no when someone ask for help, aside from monitory aid[I'm stingy].
Talking to her made me think about my life, and how it's not going anywhere, not just in love life but also in career, it's like I'm not trying at all. Or I'm too confused to try and do anything.
Sometimes i think it'll all just work out, but sometimes i curse my fate. I know i have to do something, but i'm just too lazy to do anything.It's like i'm not thinking about anything other then present moment, no even what to do this afternoon or tomorrow. All i care about is what i wanna do at this moment, that too if it comes to me or i'll just watch t.v or sleep.I donno why i'm like this. but i'm just this way.
And the funny thing is i'm just too lazy even to plan to change. May be i may sound supersaturating but i never supersaturate about myself.
Talking to her made me think about my life, and how it's not going anywhere, not just in love life but also in career, it's like I'm not trying at all. Or I'm too confused to try and do anything.
Sometimes i think it'll all just work out, but sometimes i curse my fate. I know i have to do something, but i'm just too lazy to do anything.It's like i'm not thinking about anything other then present moment, no even what to do this afternoon or tomorrow. All i care about is what i wanna do at this moment, that too if it comes to me or i'll just watch t.v or sleep.I donno why i'm like this. but i'm just this way.
And the funny thing is i'm just too lazy even to plan to change. May be i may sound supersaturating but i never supersaturate about myself.
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